I have been with same girl for almost 1 year. Ive never had this long relationship before in my life. We are doing long distance relationship for 6 month.
I think ive never loved someone like i do right now to my girl. I don't know.
The other day I lied to her about really small thing. I feel guilty but I only can say sorry.
She doesn't trust me at all anymore. I don't know.
what's the point.
I feel so stress with every single thing. I am going back to Japan in 6 days then i will have exam for University I hope. What about surfing?? I am not too interested in surfing right now.
Today i went to snapper rocks with Ricardo this afternoon.
The swell was picking up greatly but the wind had changed this afternoon so it made the clean condition to bad. Last weekend was the last time that I surfed so it was bit hard to get my condition back therefore I couldn't surf well.
I came home with Ricardo then we just chilled at home. That's pretty much what I did today.
My day was pretty lazy with beautiful sunny day today. It felt that the wind was really cool but the sun was out so it was perfect weather for me .
I don't know what to write here because I haven't done anything since last friday so..
I can't remember when I went for surf last time. The swell has been tiny so nowhere could react any waves these couple days but the swell will be picking up tomorrow afternoon so we should have more expectations for good surf next days.
Guess what? my dinner was only one rap. Who does get full from that piece of ...
I really can't believe it and feel angry about that but I should have more patience lol
I am 18 years old as you know , of course I need more food for dinner.